Friends

& I'm telling you, Fox Sale is the sex.

this chapter's closed.

If that was your idea of funny, then your sense of humour is seriously fucked.

Congratulations on successfully pissing me off.

To top it all off, my cough is giving my throat hell and I'm all alone at the pool. Totally awesome.

someone buy me an envy ticket pleaaaaaaaaaaaaase

i dreamt that i said yes to a relationship with a girl with a whole lot of other things so i went to check it up on dreammoods when i woke up and they said "nothing to see here."

"There is no one can understand me truly. I do not go out and I will keep silence. Everyone is mania in general, You don't have time to sleep. For to know others. Its more complex than how I used , but already I know the start is living life to the end. Everyone is mania in general you don't have time to sleep, for to know others I can't reach well is this another anxiety? A disruption and a blinder, there is nowhere to go"

I lost my phone so dont contact me ok?? May the driver not be a fucker its a laoya phone return it please HAHAHA kkk abit heart pain ah... lucky i havnt bought my omnia.. YET. HAHA

oo im so sick

I wanna say a million and one but can't find the time or the right words.

i wish i was swedish.

her head jerks forward towards the rustling leaves
the sky has washed a pastel orange on the trees
wash me, they say, cleanse me
the sounds of morning go on unnoticed by each other, each fitting perfectly like a puzzle.
a bird flies into a window, hopefully that was your room
the sky darkens in the span of 10 seconds and their footsteps quicken up
wash me, they say, cleanse me
and the children walk like little pointy heads in their ponchos and the mothers hurry them up umbrellas expectantly in hand
the couple brisk to the car park and who knows what they're thinking, she walks behind him by 1.5 steps
the maid walks the dog, or does the dog walk the maid?
he wags his tail and feels the wind on his tongue
wash me, it says, cleanse me
and from my window i watch this scene and myopic as it may seem i learn about the world through this screen
now a family of four amble towards the carpark i assume
and there are more dogs on the noose, not loose
on my right i hear the washing machine and on my left i spot a man in red complimenting his blue umbrella
another couple echoes the one before, the woman always follows, the man never turns back
i hear the neighbor opening his grill, or it might be his wife
and now the birds begin to tweet
wash us, they say, cleanse us
a pear lady plops in slippers to the stones
the trees move along, i wonder what they speak of, their riddles too complex
this is the countdown to the rain
and i feel the breeze on my left cheek
i hear the dog barking at the wind
i turn my head to the morning and i say to the sky
wash me, cleanse me
it is a brand new day.

i can't sleep.
i heard weird alien music and the old lady doing her chinese morning exercise.
she always dresses in white, i think she likes scaring people.

now i feel so indebt with my mom.

how do i tell her that i have no more money to last for a week?
yeah aku pathetic like that.

i miss the boy.
i need to talk to him.
i need his reassurance.
but he's nowhere.

uncontactable.

i hope there isnt anyone else.
:(

Repair works in progress.

When you breathe,
I wanna be the air for you

New love.
Last night was so right.
Right now i feel like he's arms are around my neck.
I need his caffeine more than ever but its like a spiderweb curling and twirling.


My eye cast low and i dont know how to love, i get too tired after mid day lately.
I take it out on my good friends but the worse days in. Oh where do i begin?

Must be the cramps. Hope this feeling go away , i want to feel like yesterday.
Take me home...............

I need to open my mouth.....

I wish Simone is here to give me her daily dose of advice.

( Rather extensive request for help finding a good tattoo-ist (is that the word? Tattoo-ist?) in my area follows )

x-posted in a couple different tattoo communities, sry dudes

i'm damn lazy to go buy stuff
nuaing like a jelly fish

yest i finally drove the car!
omg its like freaking big have to squeeze in the car porch almost scratch the door la omggggg
but its like damn quiet.
though it still isnt picking up well
oh well hope its good next week!

ok jelly fish shall go do jellying things

so im coming up with a proper wishlist

by this Friday
Dark Chocolate Mocha Ice Blended (Hah, John!)

in two weeks
a trip to kl for toe and adventures.
paying melly death cab tickets
ben and jerry's for me?

in one day
perfect contemplation/dilemma to watch Envy?

by next year(s)
Bali
Hong Kong
Japan - Tokyo, Hokkaido

in time to come
Gum Thief - Douglas Coupland
The History Of Love - Nicole Krauss
ipod mini nano
zhng my macbookpro
a space to collate my stationery that keeps getting lost
Negative Film Scanner
SCANNER
Finding space for own darkroom
Darkroom equipment
repairing my FE2
get real organisation for my contact sheets and scannings
a proper workdesk
a proper shelf for collection of books
finding all my lost things
re-organisation for everything - (messy is the new clean? no? then if im messy, clean is the new messy so thus i shall be clean.)
time
taking that g-max thing at clark quay
jdhurhgeiur8jdnseh
travelling

dream in 3/4/5 years time
one word: leica.